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sharkeila- November 15th, 1:02
pissed off
I cant stand it when people mistake whatever to be sth more than what it normally is.
All we are, are plainly just damned fucking friends and nothing else with no whatever
intentions.Sorry if i seem nice or whatever.A crime hur,to be nice.
That everyth always have a meaning behing whatever actions.
Like i said,I'll never ever go for girls.
Why the heck am I being sucha nice friend for when all my actions get misunderstood.
IDK how the hell to be a friend anymore.Maybe i should just change uh.
Being me is a fucking curse ain't it bitches.
Damn pissed and at the same time,damn fucked up.
Idk anymore,how to be myself,when all i do is get dragged.
Forget it.I'll just like become a recluse(Y)
Yall can go on fucking yourselves.
Can't wait for competitions and lunchtime to be over.
So it gives me an excuse not to ...
- TEE :D
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- sharkeila
- November 1st, 21:48
indifferent
Damn disappointed today.Yes things did't work out the way we
wanted,But was something simple that hard to come out even
when everyone has already said it out.We started the ball rolling,
not that we did it intentionally,but at least..Your attitude pissed
everyone off.Keeping it inside me,seriously,its killing me but you
seriously pushed the limit already.IDK what the heck is going on
inside your head.Is it too hard for you to snap out of it,before you
drag everyone down.We've already reached our limit.Trying all
sorts of ways,none which worked,we are already at the end of our
tether.What else,I beg of you,do you want us to do to be able to
help you.Idk bout the others,but seriously I've no idea how much
longer i can rein in my temper.And when i flare up,I say words that
ain't processed by my brain first,and i dont wanna end up saying
things that I cant retract back later on.I don't want this to like ruin
our friendship,though i've alr seen how you easily ruined one alr
with a friend of 4 years.Stop thinking bout your damn fucking self,
or seriously,I might just give you one fucking tight slap across your
face.I hope,during thrashing out later on,IT WILL GET INTO YOUR
BRAIN and please,you gotta take alot mroe effort then what you are
doing now to change yourself.This aint just yourself.Wake up.There
are four other freaking peope next to you.
Or are you just as oblivious to us too?
Just ranting out.If you know who you are,if you wanna take offence,
then I can't do anything.But yeah pleaseeeeeeee i beg of you,to
just take this as a wake up call can?
My appetite is like damn horrible these past few days,
weeks whatever.I don't know why too.Ever since my last
period.Lol,and im not a damn anorexic kay.
- TEE :D
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- sharkeila
- October 28th, 20:46
sleepy
BOOMZ!
k bye hahaha.
Im really sorry k,but it seriously wont work out.
And whatever that happened,will definitely
not affect our friendship so please drop the idea.
And I ain't worth it. I know you will read this.
I guess,its better for me to tell you frankly then wait.
- TEE :D
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- sharkeila
- October 23rd, 2:19
tired
Oooo.I've no idea where to start.
Hmmm the earliest event I can remember and start recounting
is the Switzerland exchange programme.
The performance went well,overall everything did thought there
were some small stuff that happened in between,but yep,everyone
learnt something.After which,we proceeded to pastamania at J8
for dinner!Went to the arcade after that. I PAWNED LUCAS AND RUSSELL
NYAHAH at Daytona hahahahha!
Slacked around,before we went home sweet home.
Then school started.
Then fangfang's 21st birthday!:D Im glad everything went well and she
enjoyed herself reallyreally much!:D Lol guess the money and time were
well spent. Everyone,she is dmannn spoilt to the max already k.
Here was what she got:
1.A pair of purple nike shoes from the juniors
2.A bag from sa,th,jw,sy and amanda leow
3.A Stitch paper cut from ervinna.
4.A key necklace and a 96 colors makeup palette from me!(im so nice right i know i know! haha)
5.A handmade present from jw.
6.A hamster named PUDDING!Which was from the seniors.
7.A 2kg choc mint cake.
8.A customiesed shirt just from pewpew!
9,There is supposed to be a newsletter but sth cocked up so thats for later.
Yup, i think thats about it.
Practically,whatever we got was what she wanted!
So,yes all our $$$$$ all go to her HAHAHAHAHHA.
Next day,we celebrated Pew's birthday at JPot,located at Vivo.
Jpot is damn good i swear.
Gave Pew a surprise! hahaha cos she really thought that we
ain't gonna celebrate for her.Don't be sucha douchebag k
Pew.You're in our clique,we'll def celebrate it! AHAH
Met up with sa first after school,and ohmytian i waited for her
at YCK mrt platform for 50 mins. After which we went to buy
Pew's birthday present, a HUGEE stitch named PUIPUI hahaha
Met er,then went down to vivo.Had B&J,sat there for i forgot how
long,and fell asleep on sa's shoulder.And apprantly,my head kept
sliding down.OOPS. hahah then yep went to Jpot,surprised pew
and proceeded to eat,Ooops,we gotta ice cream cake too from
swensens kay!HAHAH ateateate,halfway,terrence reached.
Then continue to eat and gossiped!Went to rooftop to chill awhile
after that.Then headed homeeeee.
Had dance class today.TERRENCE BLUFFED ME.
CHEAT MY FEELINGS.GAVE ME A FRIGHT OF MY LIFE.
hahahaa irrrrrrrrrrrrrritating but aiyah long story,lazy to type
somemore. hahaha OH! choo and i, we had pre marital sex,
HAHAHA!and when it was just the two of us,she got DAMN high.
Like totally another side of her HAHAH wtf.Damn scary i swear.
And then now,we are 'engaged'HAHAHAH.
But then again Sa,you're still my first one kay!HAHAHAH!
HAHAH so dumb,when sa came,i proceeded to sleep on her lap HAHAH.
Dance class as usual,did mamma mia!So funnnzxzx hahaha.
Then recap all the chereos.
Got no fang and sy today.I was left all alone.): HAHHA.
Damn tired.8am class you know. i know i def won't be late cos of my
mommy,the most irritating alarm clock in the world.
Alrighty,damn tired now heading to bed BYE!
- TEE :D
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- sharkeila
- October 9th, 16:30
bored
Went to NYNY yesterday to visit dea!
Hahaha,she was so retarded i swear.
I had a coton candy from her,which looked like
literally a cloud.And,she kept bullying me okay):
hahahaha but the food there was okay.
Ooohh i loved the double chocolate drink though.
It was awesomeeezxz.
Then went down to school as usual.
Had to do up the performance for the
Switzerland Exchange Programme next Wed.
Gotta think cotsumes,gotta do up songs,make sure
everything is of performing standard manzx.
Yesterday's class was uh something to do with musical.
All that jazz.
Lol,glad that i have a breakthrough for ugh 'sexy dance'
HAHAHA.Gotta start working through myself yaw.
And it was so awkward.Pft.
Hopefully,it'll be better.
And now im babysitting at home,making sure my
suck ass bro study for his psle.Irritating much.
Im soo bored to the max.
I am so suddenly craving for a ____.
):
Im addicted to Hopes Die Last and Blessthefall.
I can only fall asleep listening to them.
zzz.
restless- TEE :D
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- sharkeila
- October 5th, 20:01
lethargic
If you asked me to tell you something in a song,
this is what I would have dedicated to you.
Ask me why.
Ha,idk myself either I guess,it just applied?LOL.
"You Belong With Me"
You're on the phone
With your girlfriend
She's upset
She's going off about
Something that you said
'cause she doesn't get your humor
Like I do
I'm in the room
It's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music
She doesn't like
She'll never know your story
Like I do
But she wears short skirts
I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain
And I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
When you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
Has been here the whole time
If you could see
That I'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you
See you belong with me
You belong with me.
Walking the streets
With you and your worn out jeans
I can't help thinking
This is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench
Thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?
And you've got a smile
That could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in awhile
Since she brought you down
You say you're fine
I know you better than that
Hey what you doing
With a girl like that
She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain
I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
When you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
Has been here the whole time
If you could see
That I'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you
See you belong with me
Standing by and
Waiting at your backdoor
All this time
How could you not know
Baby
You belong with me
You belong with me.
[Instrumental]
Oh, I remember
You driving to my house
In the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're about to cry
And I know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me
Can't you see
That I'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you see?
You belong with me.
Have you ever thought
Just maybe
You belong with me?
Though,I know that nahh.
Something to be kept right here.
